updated drama post

Dem Dont Like Mi - Foxy Brown

i am a product of the streets of new york....you cant tell me something and i wont investigate it, now if something isnt written down it never happened..... if you dont have a receipt for your purchase, you could have boosted that shit..... my mind is too intuative for that shit....

i was hit with the trojan horse today... but remember greece won the trojan war.....i thank god i am blessed today, my book coming out, i'm doing amazing writing projects and i get recognized for my outstanding contribution to articles or shit i be writing.....my radio show is where i want it to be....

so today i woke up early ready to tackle my day, on a positive note because i'm getting back into my chi ( i can sit on my bed for 3-4 hours at a time just meditating to music) waiting for the music store to open to cop cnn's channel 10 which by the way is a great cd better than expected.....i digress though...

since i put myself on self imposed exile i been fasting, i been drinking less and really getting into spiritual and mental cleansings.....trying to live through metaphysics.... but just because i'm a vegan it doesnt mean the beast isnt lurking..... i get in my mantra, i got bad sinuses so i cant smell anyone right now, i am too focused on gettting this paper and taking over the world plus i was doing preliminary sketches to a challenge given to me..... like 4 real i dont have time for the drama....

i was chopping it up and just talking to my friend when i get rudely interupted by chyna.... someone spit your name..... mind you my phone was off while i was on exile just to avoid her....how beat is she to call me less than 24 hours after i put my phone on.....like 4 real who does stupid shit like that, disrupting people when they trying to do them......

so i'm thinking motherfuckers told her i was with some niggas on deck waiting to blast her man but it wasnt that.....if i gotta tell her what time it is, i'm not going to tell her she should know better with our history.....i dont like her, she is not smarter than me and i'm always on high alert when i speak to her.....

when i conversated with her she told me some girl that is fly with me spit my name, so i told her forward me the message, i got the message and couldnt believe the girl said that about me, knowing me and of me, so i called my bestie like check this out i got a text but funny thing is that it wasnt fwded to me, it was just a text.... issue was resolved asap....

i even was in a demented side of a cruel joke which i think was cool....i'm into jokes and just repeating them to make me get some rec out this shit....i was just telling my friend how i calmed down and how my alertness and wellness is better...i was the sane one for a minute.....its just that drama that gets to me all the time....

so she got the girl and we spoke about it and we got on the same book on the same page.... my first instinct is to cut the bitch, i'm to the point where putting hands on a bitch doesnt work anymore, i wanna cut you.....when i say classified cutter i mean i am classified to cut someone quick and get away with it because i'm 7:45 way out my mind and medication dont even work for me, .. obviously she wasnt trying to come to the projects she must've thought she was going to get me to fight for her...fuck around get fucked up, cut up, and sit down and shut up....bitch i'm known for slashing and stashing.....i make examples out of bitches.....

as far as the nigga is concerned, he is a dead issue, my niggas wanna get him touched on the strength that he str8 shitted on me.... and right now i dont give a fuck if niggas put him out of his misery... i make examples out of bitches, he should know, i will cut a bithc and be on the next thing smoking outta jersey... states, i could survive anyplace i go......i've done it....

now nigga you feel disrespected because you was called a fiend, everyone going to know you for a fiend, you was shooting up for years, thats the impression people have of you, no matter how much money you make and no matter what car you drive, niggas and bitches will always see you as a fiend... you dont think motherfuckers see me like that???

they dont tell me and the ones that do are going based on something i did for a small percentage of my life, they dont say look at the pace university graduate or look at the poet/ writer/rapper..... motherfuckers will see me as a heroinwhore how is someone disrespecting you by teliing you what s true and factual its like someone wanting to you to apoligize for asking a question.....like maya angelou says, things in your life you cannot change just dont let things in your life change you....i am still the same girl many of you met playing double dutch, the smae bitch yall went to school with, the same bitch that you met when you met me, the only difference is that its about this chick doing her and making her mark in the world......

nigga you showed me who you was and now i believe you... i dont try i do and i did now i'm done..... its about self knowledge and elevation of self.... he has alot of redemption to do before he could even get me to speak to him again..... i'm good my life is moving along and i'm on the way to building an empire.....going at my full potential and mastering my craft.....bitches is beat as hell and want to drag me into their drama......

APB alert: who is erica from 5th street in union city???? she supposedly spit my name too.... funny thing is i dont know her and she doesnt know me.... i dont fuck with union city, weehawken, or west new york..... i'm strictly north bergen, jersey city, elizabeth, LES and east new york.....

if someone is spitting my name then someone lying to them or they lying..... i get mad love in the hood....fuck it i had fun and i went to chill in bayonne.....