damn almost a year

i havent blogged on here for almost a years and i need to get back on my bloggin and writing shit....

everything is good just living life outside my computer.... my writing is alright and everything else is good as far as im concerned....

i still have the same motto either lead follow or stay behind.... ruby is always going to be ruby... subscribe to the blog and will be going to write more shit as time goes on... i even forgot i had a blogger till i was attaching my google adsense account to this page.....

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i have been chilling lately.... im not wifed up though... i refuse to be wifed up.... anyway everything else is good im just bored and decided to go and make a quick blog

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my daughter and i hung out yesterday all day, it was fun we got to go all over and she is just the best little girl in the world.... thats the boo boo kitty.... i love the way she says i love you momma.... she sounds mad cute i just love being with her.....


idk here are some pic

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iight so i can sign into my email and do some blogging.... so let me bllaaah blaaaah blog....a little bit.... i dont know there is mad shit i want to blog about hope it makes sense to whoever is reading this..... caution this blog is kinda random

why do we complain about stalkers if we put all out business in the street??? that probably why i been doing a lot less writing, blogging or just engaging poetry..... i mean how much do people know about me??? what are other factors into what others know about me???? what i know they know about me or just what i want them to know about me and why do i want them to know???

is privacy just tailored to what individuals want people to know..... i could blog that i dream about Twinkies and someone else could blog that they dream about Twinkies and people would be like bitch don't need to be dreaming about this shit....

although some of the words may seem misspelled you can tell in the emphasis im putting on a word is how excited i feel about that word....

anyway had to rant and air out my feelings.....how believable does a blog be sometimes you write whats on your mind and no necessarily that's going on right now in you life..

look for thhis at a micro blog near you....

money excersises

i broke it down to a method that is rather quite exhausting if you say so..... think about what we do for money:

we chase paper in order to get money
stack chips for a rainy day
stumble upon money at random times
follow a dollar and see where you end up going
grind hard to get money because if you dont grind hard enough you wont get money
do strange things for change when you are pressed for money and you have no other choice
invest money in order to have something in the future
watch money grow as your investments do
lose money chasing niggas
find money when you wasnt looking for it
make it rain when you have so much money you wanna show off
pass dubs off to your waiters and service staff as tips
rake in the dough when you are surrounded by money
get money by any means necessary, shit is rough these days
take money from your employer as a salary
value money because when you dont have it, you cant survive
make money last as long as possible
inflate money during a tough economy
trick money off on shit we shouldnt be buying
stimulate the economy by buying unnecessary shit
trust money because it will get you what you want
marry money for those that are obsessed with having excessive money
hate money for those with bad experiences because of money
love money more than you love most people
liquidate assets to money when you are in a bind
balance money in order to make ends meet
reconcile money, i didnt know money was conflicted (joke)
check money to make sure its accurate
save money, because money can always help you get the shit you want sometimes it cant buy what you need.....

stages of a break up, mishaps, and mislead

1 have made the 5 stages of a breakup into my own theory.... then you will understand how easy it is to recognize whae happens during the stages.....

alienation- you throw away your friends and then get so bored with each other and begin to fight.... or you can be with your friends and be in withdrawal physically from being away from the person physically that you stop being around your friends so you can always be with the person

fines- this is the part in the break up where your mind and your body pay for what investment your heart put into the relationship.... you start saying i'm just fine to everyone and you really not.... your mind goes off and thinks negative as well as positive thoughts.. this is when you drunk dial because you just drunk and wanna curse them out or, you blunted as hell and you just wanna manifest your own paranoia and magnify whatever you are thinking about..... so you call 'em oh boy you call them up, call them down, call them motherfucker lol..... trust you call too...just to hear their voice even if they telling you go fuck yourself (insert name here)......

maintenece - thats when you want to look real good "just in case they see you they see that you are holding up better than expected...., just because you going to look good regardless, just because you look good....this phase makes or breaks you..... some people wont get dressed and i always suggest to get dressed even iof you feel like shit, look your best..... you dont want to see that person and you not looking right...."rasises hand" i was guilty of that twice and it is not a good thing....

confidence- you feel confident about yourself and just keep it moving.... go back into scenes.... get back into action and just keep it moving... go out with friends, treat yourself to something you like.... take yourself out or go out with friends and have fun, meet people....

take control- its about just letting go and taking a stronger approach into being happy, you can go to another relationship and be happy or you could just be happy by yourself... as long as you are happy it doesnt matter.... when you are happy you take control of youor emotions and your mind....

but then it could be a mishap, a mishap is when you break up for a week or two and what evre you broke up about was a mishap so you go back to the person.... below are rules of engagement....

be aware of yourself- make sure you are aware of what you do and what you say to that person because at then end of the day you dont want to be the one being stuck an amotional wreck....

be aware of them- dont let them consume you thoughts and everyday activities, watch how they move and what they do...

be aware of whats around you- that includes who's around you and where you at.... dont let anyone take you from what you really need to be doing with yoruself....

then again it could be a misleadwhere you mislead yourself to believe that everything is ok but its probably not so you are in a denial the one i would call miselead.....

1. you mislead others into thinking you are ok
2. you mislead yourself to think you are ok
3. you mislead others into believing you
5. others mislead you into believing in them
6. others mislead you into misleading yourself
7.you mislead others to believe in themselves

freestyle-

i'm not going to run around and chase you
got mad niggas that would love to replace you

bitches talk shit behind my back
bitches always going to talk shit, never mind that

this bitch cant be serious

The Quan featuring Lady Saw - Foxy Brown

i'm through, i just gotta let this bitch go..... she is no competition for me mentally, physically, spiritually, technologically, and we not even going to get into the vocabulary well i am going to copy and paste some parts of her emails to me.... and of course my responses yall know i ethered her.... (made up word)

usually, i dont entertain anyone who didnt graduate from high school, but when a bitch has a 8th grade education and she stays quoting other people like divorce court and nikki minaj because she isn't creative enough to come at me from her own mind, i gotta get her!!!! everyone who knows me knows i choke on small bones.....lol

iight here is go, my friday entertainment:

i get this email from the bitch after i sent her my show attached to the email, mind you i was dogging her on the show:

WHILE U HATEING IM GETTING HEAD LOL:
NO MAMITA IM GONNA LOVE HIM BETTER.....HE AINT GOING NO WHERE GO AHEAD ASK HIM HAHAHAHA

so i respond:
,,!,, (- _-) ,,!,,:
i hope you enjoyed the show... thanks for listening to my shit......785 listeners strong.... hello goodnight lmao

that was polite right????

so she comes out and says:
WHILE U HATEING IM GETTING HEAD LOL:
YO MY MAN 4 REAL U GOT PROBLEM'S BUT HEY GOD ONLY LOOKS AFTER CHILDREN AND FOOL'S AND U SURE DO FIT THE PROFILE.. AND FOR SOMEONE WHO TALK SO MUCH SHIT ON A NIGGA U SURE ARE RIDEING HIS DICK I AINT EVEN MAD AT U HOMIE CAUSE THAT SHIT DO FEEL GOOD HAHAHAHA U CANT TELL ME NOTHING NOW BOW IN THE PRESENCE OF GREATNESS

but yall know bitches cant fuck with my verbal so i come back with:
,,!,, (- _-) ,,!,,

why would you tell me to taste something that makes me throw up?? aint nobody riding his dick but you bitch, i choke on small bones.... what you learning about his dick i already forgot......... i moved on to bigger and better dick..... bwahahahahaha.......

battling is for beginners i get money..... not on some dritty shit like you on some intellectual shit...... oh and by the way HATING does not thave an e.... didnt you take 3rd grade spelling????? muah ha ha ha ha ha ha

now when are you running up in my house???? fuck the small talk talk to me big time.... throw that alkey oop my way.......

stop watchiong divorce court and get your lines from a credible source such as your mind..... oh wait bitch i just took your mind

hello goodnight

i thought everything was cool till..... she responded with nikki minaj (smh)

RUBY LOOK AT U THEN LOOK AT ME:
You see me in the lobby taking pics I'm flossin
After every pic gotta fix my corset
I am running this shit I am so exhausted
Batter up bitches but approach with caution
You be talking slick and honestly I can see why
You don't know me and I ain't talking bout TI
Just when they thought I was done for the winter I
Came out stunting I'm such a big spender I
Two of everything but no I'm not a Gemini
My life's a movie, take me to the cinema
Take me out to the ball game, cause you know I only fuck with ballers (yep!)
Them is my type of niggas, shot-callers
I been around the world I'm such a bad, bad girl
I got the Austin Power flow I'm groovy bitches
And no you're no match for my oozie bitches
I dumb my raps down so I don't lose these bitches
Say some sex shit like wetter than jacuzzi bitches

now i already know the bitch can not dumb down shit, so i googled her shit and came up with nikki minaj lyrics lol...... so being the bitch i am (i should have been a lawyer, politician or just a investigator lol) i responded:
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oh i thought you had writing skills, you keep plagerizing, people's shit, i could have wrote the verse for you thats what i get paid to do.... what do you get paid to do?? strip?? guzzle a nut....woooow you wack....

if you were in a cypher you would have gotten a zero

bitches know ruby is their hero

throwing them off their psycho path

as i unleash this verbal wrath

china you wack

talking about how much money you stack

who you going to impress talking about a gat

bitch you cant even swing a bat

looking like a wet rat

is edgar rodriguez aware of that

i take it all and its nothin

go shopping str8 stuntin

puff on the silver haze str8 bluntin

i only discuss bitches who really saying sunthin

i'll keep insulting you, oh never mind

your ass cant read, write, al you do is bump and grind

you eith stupid or you are fucking blind

you dont met a real bitch thats not too kind

i dont spit ridiculous punchlines

i get it popping with my hot lines

come up with better material boo

this is what i do

we dont know your bum ass

you go to nikki to match the ruby sass

you need too much catering, i dont have time

my skills are like a life of crime

your utter excuses have run out and fail

i know when you see this you going to wail

some say i'm the female kiss

i say they right because you cant touch this

get the fuck outta here

i'm too much woman for you my dear

thats what a real 16 bars look like nice try bitch.... thanks for the writing excersise.... no spell check because your dumb ass cant read anyway.....

not know i had this waiting in the inbox *dead* notice how she all of a sudden changed her name because she a dumb bitch lol
RUBY LOOK AT U THEN LOOK AT ME:

I bet you $$ CHYNA $$ won't sleep
Cause I'm a put the heat to ya beak, you bird like TWEET TWEET
And watch you smoke like a cigarette
Shoulda left the bitch a pack of Nicorette
Leave all them foul bitches wet
I give a fuck about you and ya bum crew
Mami I'm the truth they salute when I come threw
I'm not runnin bitch I bust my gun and hold on I THOUGHT YOU SAID UR COMEING

HHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAA

yo this bitch cant come up with her own shit and i go hard!!!!!!she needs nikki minaj for typical conversations and text battles with me..........so yall know i went in on her, i felt like i was battling nikki minaj and not her...... so i only put it on her with these 4 bars and the song on imeem that she obviously plagerized in a letter to me lol
,,!,, (- _-) ,,!,,

Warning - Nicki Minaj
bitch you dont sleep because you a creep

middle fingers up in the jeep

to my niggas and niggarettes

i'm smoking this bitch like cigarettes

i wish a bitch would try to wet me

the one sprayed will be she

i'll fight you myself, i dont need my crew

my crew only intimidates you

thats originality google that....... great though i found your song, you probably said you know what it would be cool to go to ruby with other peoples lyrics because, i have no creativity of my own.... does your mother know you forgot your helmet you short bus bitch????


thats when i realized she doesnt have what it takes to go up against a bitch like me..........its like mike tyson and a feather weight fighting.....bitch you done i got your mind..... you weak....
hello goodnight.....