early morning mental jog

it's 5 am and i woke up early to tackle the day i have a lot to do today.... my number 1 priority is matching all my bags to my shoes and spring cleaning some shit in the house.... people shouldnt have 1/2 the impulsive shopping items i have.....

right now i'm chilling listening to the baja pantie playlist and transfering my blogs from myspace... i dont want to have that ghetto mentality anymore i'm on some elevation of self and knowledge....

i like to daily drop a gem, a jewel, and a drink.... build upon whatever knowledge is bestowed upon me, and give back to the person that taught me certain knowledge that i have grasped whatever they wanted to convay to me.....

i truely put away childish shit, its like i dont have that ghetto mentality but i am inner city savy there's a big difference....i was called a dinasaur in this game, lmao...... i'm glad i could still be a diinasaur and not a darwin version lol i still walk upright..... especially after the shit i walked throug in life....

even though at times i felt like i was walking on water, i have felt the uncomfortable heat of walking and dancing on fire.... today a close friend turned 38 years old we lucky to be alive thinking about all the shit we used to do in LES at 13 years old on the hours of twilight zone..(4-6 am) in the 80's i done seen a turn of the century.....

my cousin hit me up on myspace..... i love that kid he is the youngest out the oldest, he was that little nigga back in the day that would ride out with the big kids..... i remember taking him to play inthe park and smoking mad weed....lol if my uncle knew he would kill us..... just like my brother steve is the oldest of the youngest.....he was going to have us big kids tell him what to do.... he changed the game in my family......

i had an incredible smoking session with KELLS i would love to talk to him again, he is mad young and very intelligent... the best part is that he isnt afraid to share his knowledge.... i love people like that.... sharing what you know shows intelligence, it shows that you are willing to teach people.... i see him doing big things.....

the cell phone is back on and only a few people get that.... i dont want a barrage of stalkers calling me.... because thats why i had it off int he first place...shit dont get me to talking.....

i see myself with major creative productivity in the near future heche mis cartas and they look positive.... i just gotta keep grinding......book coming out next month i'm good..... just the title alone is going to appease to a mass audience......

i'm in a good spot right now.....i'm not going to let barney eat my fruity pebbles!!! i got this on lock....its about refining and redefining myself besides granny gangster has been over done.....

its about growing up today and matering myself, my destiny and when the road gets bumpy drive with the brakes on.....

i dont need a man and trust there are mad dick donors out there that will get the job done in a discreat manner.... what??? if men do it tis ok???? i got needs too.....shit shower me with your dick lol.... i digress....