dont go away mad just go away

Weak - SWV

we all got that ex that wont go away, that ex's current that stalks you in order to catch her "man" with you or the shit that kills me the most the bitches that think they know you because of what they heard but they only know the legend not the person......

all they see is the struggle they dont see the progress.....then you got those thats not there for the struggle and in the back of your mind you wonder would they have been there in my struggle....would they have taken me out the streets for one night when i was homeless or would they have left me homeless to protect their valueables because besides its ruby and stick up kids is out to tax was my motto at one point...

so imagine a stick up kid strung out on drugs motherfuckers would have the fear of you leaving them tied up with all their jewels and their house just empty because you known for burglaries.... they forget you still that girl that went to school with them or that same little girl who used to rock the ropes in double dutch....

i'm probably one of the few people left that still looks at a person for face value and put everyone on the honor system till they get themselves played out or play themselves out....you cant play someone who has made a manifestation of self knowledge.....so lies are automatically detected...

i'm glad that i always thought outside the box and it has given me the skills to do what i have to do in order to be where i want to be or do what i want to do.... keep evolving in my quest for a deeper knowledge and sense of self.... where no one owns me but me....

life is hard but we have to be harder... rolling the dice is mad easy lets see how you roll with the punches.....

well there i went off topic again just know for all the haters dont go away mad just go away!!!!

right now i'm waiting for the record store to open on bergenline and cop that cnn channel 10....

mi corazon por vida
(my heart for life)
ruby red dbl r